hello hello i'm sarah and i'm eighteen, but also a little bit five, too. i'm super duper happy about the existence of humans and also animals and alex too i want this even sooooo
First and foremost: This probably won’t work as far as being a readmore goes. Because it looks messed up. Second: I haven’t done one of these in a long time, but it’s about due.
In my life, I’ve met very few people that I talked to and instantly connected to, instantly knew I’d grow to love them more and more and more as we talked. But the very first time Italked to Alex, I just knew. And each day is a constant reminder of why I love her. Even days I don’t talk to her. Because when you love someone as much as I love Alex, you don’t need to talk to them everyday. You think about them because they’re beautiful and wholesome, and they remind you of the fact that life truly is a blessing.
Alex radiates all the lovely characteristics of what I’d like to be and who I like to love. She’s genuinely a good person that realizes that just because you don’t get along with a person doesn’t make them a bad person. She’s incredibly kind to people, even when it’s obvious she doesn’t want to be. To talk to her for a little while is to get a dose of what humans have the capability of being - genuinely good people.
But then, she’s one of those people that you just hate because she can make the stupidest face and still look absolutely flawless. Seriously. She’s so pretty, so beautiful, so asodhguasg. If I had to think of a word to describe Alex, that would be it: ashdogusdg. She’s the person you can’t really put words to because they’re not nearly enough. What words can you say to make people realize that everything about her is truly terrific - the curls in her hair, the smile she always tries to put on, her awful jokes, her laugh-till-your-stomach-hurts jokes, her sadness, her triumphs, her eyes, her laugh, her voice, her everything. Completely and honestly.
One of my favorite things is that I believe she fangirls just the right amount. Which - by my standards - is a hard thing to achieve. Not too much, not too little. And it doesn’t hurt that we fangirl over all of the same things. Beauty and the Beast, Harry Potter, Taylor Swift, The Hunger Games. How anyone could possibly talk to Alex - evenfor a short amount of time - and not want to hug her, cry with her, laugh with her, buy her cute Valentine’s, anything..is beyond me. I know that if I ever had the chance to, I would kidnap Taylor Swift, dress her up as Belle, and force her to read Alex’s favorite books to her. I wouldn’t even let myself talk to Taylor because I’d want to give all her time to Alex. Sigh.
